Monday 17 September 2007

Unprotected sex

Oh dear...I think I may have taken this mission to become a slag a bit too far.

Finally, I had a message from Italian Stallion over the weekend. He suggested meeting up on Sunday; I presumed that he wanted to rendezvous for a quick shag, but to my surprise he wanted to go on a date. Somewhat predictably, he suggested going to an Italian restaurant. I had no plans for Sunday, so I gladly agreed to meet him.

We met at the restaurant and, thankfully, he was stunning in the flesh. He had flawless, bronzed skin and intriguing dark eyes. Contrary to his username, he spoke with a strong Welsh accent and his name was Mark - not Marco or Gianni, as I had been expecting.

The food was lovely: I had spaghetti with meatballs, but I was too nervous to eat.

A hour later, his meatballs were swinging in my face while I gently took his cock all the way down my throat. We had struggled to maintain a decent conversation throughout the meal, but he was so hot and I was unbelievably horny so sex was inevitable.

After we sucked each other off, I pawed his glistening six-pack and demanded that he fuck my brains out immediately - if not sooner.

It was then that I realised that I didn't have any condoms in the house; I had given my last one to Garv so that he could have a shag in the nearby park with some fifty year-old going through a midlife crisis.

Mark informed me that he didn't have any condoms either.

I have only once ever had unprotected sex - I was seventeen and foolish. I swore that I would never do it again; I just don't think it's responsible.

But I was so desperately gagging for it that forgoing the sex was simply not an option. I pulled Mark closer and asked him to fuck me anyway. He was more than happy to oblige; he promptly bent me over my bed and fucked me doggy-style. I knew that it was careless, but it was so damn hot. As I felt his hot spunk explode up inside my arsehole, it felt amazing.

After our bareback session, we cuddled on my bed. But after the intense climax of the hot sex, I was crushed by overwhelming guilt and I couldn't wait for him to leave. I felt like I had compromised my principles. I had betrayed myself.

Mark eventually left and promised to call. I could feel him inside me for hours after - literally. I had my first experience of what Garv tastefully called "throw-back."

I really do feel like a shameless, immoral slut now.

And not in a good way.

25 comments:

Gabriel said...

we've all had those types of error of judgements in our lives. just need to make sure it doesn't happen too often :)

Monty said...

Yes, I agree with Gabriel - we all occasionally slip up, but as long as we learn from our mistakes, that's the important thing! That, and getting yourself tested now! You cannot be too careful with your health! Big hug! Take care of YOU!!!

Gabriel said...

marriage proposal is still open. you know i have a soft spot for bad boys!

Anonymous said...

Test. Test, test. I cannot reitterate that enough. But, be happy you didn't do the same thing in an African country with the second highest rate of HIV in the continent.

Sir Wobin said...

Stupid, stupid boy! No shag is worth sickness.

Get yourself to an A&E and demand to be given a PEP treatment (post exposure profilaxis). It's nasty. It's a one month course of high dosage HIV medication that may yet save your life. It's only effective if started within 72 hours of contact, the sooner started the better your chance of escaping infection.

The A&E staff may not know what you mean, show then the THT documentation. Stay there and insist that they have it, that they must give it to you right away and demand to see a more senior doctor until someone knows what you're talking about.

Would hate for a near future blog entry to be about positive results of the worst kind.

Sir Wobin said...

Look, sorry if my reaction was quite strong. A friend recently seroconverted and is now HIV+. They knew better. They know better. It makes me really angry that they've done this to themselves and you're not the right target for my anger.

I really hope you take my advice seriously. It's not too late since you wrote about Sunday night but the 72 hours are ticking away. Please save yourself. You just don't know the stallion's history. If he'll bareback you after a few hours acquaintance he may well play unsafe with others as well. Best of luck mate.

Sideon said...

Warning - this won't pretty:

Are you fucking stupid? You have so much self-respect that you're willing to commit a slow suicide through a decline of health for a hot fuck? "Slag." You earned that title, and then some.

The follies of youth have a way of turning into the permanent scars of life. Use your big head next time and keep you word to yourself, you fool - safe sex, safe sex, safe sex.

Good luck with getting tested. I'll refrain from future comments and visits - I really really hate hearing bad news that is self-inflicted.

Anonymous said...

This risk is never worth takin, never worth nursing no matter how high the horney horse maybe!

Respect your life enough to live it with pride and love not regret and guilt!

Yes we do sow wild seeds - and some unfortunately - many seeds sown without protection..... without intention till a virus intervention turns lives into living redemption!

Thats sad - not fair to ourselves.... so do the needful, do the necessary - lets be wiser each day and lets accept our share of responsibility. Its very fair to do that. We owe it to humanity!

T said...

well mate my criticism is more for the Italian Stallion : he definitely should not have cum inside you without a condom !

Keep calm and learn from it.

Anonymous said...

Muppet!

King Me said...

Harsh comments indeed...
Although that was a bit silly of you, tut tut. But we've all been there.

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